Numbness@eXtreme

xams r on... experienced a hurdle today... may be a back... but surprisingly still not feeling anything! no regret, no sadness, no anger, no happy-happy that should have been there...!!! such lack of curiosity shouldn't be there, i guess.

this engineering seems fake day after day from the year it has started.

does the degree matters so much(yeah, we all know d answer)

lets point the reason for value of degree, in our lives:

1. "for securing a job" - explained further in point 3
     WINNER reason

2. to prove yourself that you can.
     a bit philosophical but needed for +ve motivation.

3. to be a part of making new things that are not required but will be made a necessity for huge profits.
    okay, that was communistic.

4. to learn.
    kidding. ;) :P

5. challenge accepted thingy.
   if so, then you r a brave idiot... at least to me!

6. walking with someone else's mind.
   any reason like frnds, parents, no othr option, etc

7. .............................
   help me out here fellas... i'm getting short at reasons!


so, the point is - help ourselves to make this remaining degree some more exciting.
plz suggest.
An appeal to all those students who are feeling the same about their studies... or m i alone! O.o
Actually appeal is for everyone. The above statement is just to create that dramatic effect...

what to write in bogus idea no 2...

i'm always a li'l short at contents like my height. even this time i've nothing to write but i'm writing... is this really helps???

lets find out an idea to which this post can rely on, if not it won't make to this blog....

the famous "broken-heart" content may be... naah, thats borring...... ego shattering cases.... note that one too... regretting on which what we have expected of and what we get.... sounds ridiculous... hmmm, how about the true love shit... ohk, i accept this one's a PJ... anyways, the thing is - ARE these all connected?

what i meant is one gets angry when someone left him/her for some other... this directly means that better than him... may be this is interpreted as an attack on one's individuality... and he ends up in either anger or just pity on his own condition... but hey, in both the conditions, the development doesn't stops... one saying flashed - "everything that doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"

this may be applied here... the animals uses it... its our survival instinct, which says to get rid of this possible danger anyhow(anyhow reefers to anything like prove the other one smaller than you or make yourself better than him)... but to overcome this hunger of getting any better, we fool ourselves with any sort of deactivating mechanism(the easy way!), the other part, which is - to console yourself... or to search for some good words that may help you to digest this very fact... the best thing one can do is to search for approvals and support that makes his delusional frame more stronger and then goes the condition of "yes, im right", "this is it", "thats why it all happened", top of all - "NOT MY FAULT!"... this is the very entry point of our old pal - ego, which further helps in building that delusional site more firmer, more stronger... now the "reasons" comes in the scene... reasons to support that delusion, to have more approvals... any kind of reasons that makes one feel good, which weren't existed previously or even if they were, they would have been on very low priority.

then above all to hide these all erroneous activities came our own master cover - "the true love" in which one wraps up everything that he want to. this works everywhere, after all he found "THE CAUSE"[taunt]...!!! is it so...??? might be, even m not sure... plz help me decide too...

now i had a nice title for above crap:

!!!unmasking the hypocrite!!! - HUMAN MIND

bogus idea no. 1

what should i write so that i can draw all the attention of you for next 2 or may be 3mins...

d very first thing came to this mind is the movie "i hate luv story", but then i thot that whats so spcl about that... i mean another guy hating love, well actually the boundaries of commitment, neways who then falls in the love after some unusual circumstances that are far far off from reality... packaging will be better no doubt with imraan n sonal, no sonam but c'mon, the story yaar. It can be gr8 movie too if given a new base, not that rugged one as seen in many others already...!!!

its like actually saying - "hey you, i don't believe in love(repeatedly)... but you are perfect for me! it is you whom i's waiting for so long and here you are" now the happy moment on audience face, "oh, hes gonna accept it, oh his true feelings..." and many more, even some creatures encounter with those li'l droplets blurring their retina receptions(the vision). Then trying to relate the content(any part) to their respective lives and amusing the virtual options that they can or could have opt for as in the movie!

feeling sick..? u shud be... this one was a **beep** one.

on the way to start a new one...

once again back in blogging arena...

many hot topics to share, many of them which would lead me have some or may be many kicks n punches... but tell you all(imaginary followers, you rock!), it would be worth it!

a li'l change in this one is that i can publish it in public, no personal or stupiditical or idiotic contents are to be posted further(which were really borrrring)...

so wish me luck fellas :)

bye